So, here's some pictures of tiles I've been working on for a while, there are pictures of them up on Etsy and my website, but they're not here really (a few pictures a few posts back, but that's it) and they should be.
It's called the "Tectonic Scars" series. I haven't written about them, really yet, so that's definitely on the "to do" list. Simply, they are 10cm x 10cm tiles, in red and white, engraved. Some (like those in the pictures below) use a silver leaf reaction bullseye reactive white opal to get the earth-toned patch.
It's been difficult for me to write about them because they have a lot of (maybe too many) layers of meaning for me, and I often feel a little guilty about sources of inspiration and the way those meanings can overlap. I started making these just after the earthquake happened in Japan in March, they are both a visceral reaction to that event, and an expression of where I was emotionally (for unrelated reasons) at the time. I was really not in a good place personally, and was reading letters over and over that I really should have deleted and forgotten. Reading old letters feels like cutting around old scars. It's a bad habit I have. So, I identified with what the earth was doing, mentally and emotionally; I felt like I was doing a similar thing. Shaking, grinding, tearing, trying to stand when the ground was not still, and causing a huge amount of personal destruction at the same time.
This cut reminds me of muscle tissue (is not inspired by, just makes me think of), and the tiles have a feeling of being exposed and raw, like in focusing on a wound, everything that could have been healthy gets repeatedly cut away.
So, they come at an intersection of geography, biology, and inner turmoil; and I still haven't figured out how to write what I feel about them in a way that works.
An awesome thing: the panel including three tiles below was given to the Canadian Ambassador to Belgium as a gift this year when he came to Luxembourg for Canada day.
Hot Damn Ainsley, you sound like a real, genuine Artistè! With all the conflicts, emotions, and incredible uncontrollable talent! Especially when creation makes you happy! Oddly enough, in what I do, I understand what it feels like. All I can say is:"Go for it, Lady!" Astound the world with your awesomeness...
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